well we got dicked at the show. it was rigged. but the band that won deserved it. we are going to be "buddy bands." you know, go on tour with each other, share gigs and equipment, stuff like that... i miss theresa, i wish i could see her right now...


wow, i love playing with my new band... we flow so well. we can just be playing one song, and be so into it we kind of read each others minds. we'll flow into another song where we all just improvise. it's beautiful really...


this is my new person website. it is mine and my solo project's actually. that's the name of my project... yeah
I'm so tired of this. i can't go anywhere!!! when i can drive it will be different. i didn't get to talk to theresa again today, i hope she doesn't htink i died or something.


This Gentle Glass
Andrew Hall

Falling hard, falling fast, through this gentle plate of glass.
cradle my head as i drop, though a million tiny needles pass.
i long to feel this pain, yet i can't stand the sting
the wonderfully agonizing sting these needles bring.
why have i become so completely numb and cold
i can hardly even remember when i used to be bold.
i have shriveled into a hollow shell of my former self
i've lost absolutely every, add to that my health...
i find my self in you, God, in you alone.
i feel you in all of me, down to the bone
Thank you for breaking me into nothing i needed t be humbled
i know that i hurt you so bad when i stumbled
please keep me along the lines you've drawn for me
so when i die someday with you i'll be...


the ataris are my favorite band. they are real people nto just some corporate rock band. i have a new found respect for these guys. they live for their fans. you can even get up on stage and play on of their songs with them if you go to a show... so rad!!!
that special girl

I need a girl who like to go to shows
I need a girl that won't make fun of my Clothes.
I'm looking for a special girl who wants to go all over the world,
If you're my special girl won't you let me know?

Do you have a boyfriend?
Or possibly a girlfriend?
Cause! I'm lonely all the time
And I wish that it would end.

I need a girl that likes to stay out late,
We'd share a cocktail, wouldn't it be great?
If only this were true then I would fall in love with you,
I'm looking for a special girl, could it be you?

I could write a stupid love song,
And sing it all across the world
But it wouldn't mean a thing.
Until I find my special girl.

When will I find my special girl?

i made a new friend!! she's like the girl version of me. like we share the same brain. wait a minute i forgot, what brain... anyway, i'm happy with theresa, we have fun. we went and saw ice age yesterday. i'm determined not to give my heart away so easily this time. twould not survive another heartbreak...
yeah, so i changed my addy. i just felt that my little name held little significance anymore... i'm kinda bummed. but i'm doing good.


wow... what can i say? you really caught me off guard. but so far, no regrets=)


i forgot how bad new found glory sucks!! the guys voice is so freakin annoying...
If These Scars Could Speak

come out of your stare
touch the ground with your prayers
breathe out the lies
his words were sharpened hooks beneath you skin
you left them in
as he shone into the eyes around him
cradled by a cold floor
isolation shows his true motivation
her pedals are slowly torn away
scarlet adorns the snow
i'm so flippin tired of this... i'm just not ever gonna say another word about it... i never meant to make you mad. this is my outlet for my feelings whe i feel them, i can't help what i feel. but i am not mad at you and i hold nothing against you. i'm sorry i hurt you...
Natalie Imbruglia is SOOOOOOOOOO FLIPPIN HOT!!!!
"...sometimes we bleed just to know we're alive..."
goo goo dolls
saves the day seems to be reading my mind lately...
My Sweet Fracture
saves the day

Could you tell me the next time that you're choking?
'cause i'll rush right over
to shove some dirt right down your throat
it's nothing i have against you
you're just a creep and can't remember the last 5 years
what's a bond if it dissolves in water?
i took a piss that lasted longer
than you and your manipulations
i called my mom last night
she said, "sweetie you don't need someone
who's more fleeting than fall

'cause don't you love those leaves?
don't you wish the orange would stay forever
and crickets sang in the night all through winter?"

and i thought, slow down, chris
think of all the times this jerk
has fucked you up and left you down
and hey, i choose my company
by the beating of their hearts
not the swelling of their heads

besides, i'd rather forget the days we spent
than try to stay afloat in shallow water.
yeah, distance sux... i can finally relate to someone, and they fliipin live 300 miles away. i'm coming soon...
i swear, i'm kill that stupid gardener that decides to show up at flippin 6:30 in the morning!!!! He's a Damn psycho!!!!